October 9, 2011


My kid is so much fun right now it is nearly impossible for me to be away from her. I hate giving up one second with her. It is seriously the best age yet, and that is the first time I've said that.

And I can't help but think: I always want one of these.

I have a six month old and I have baby fever, God help me.

And keep in mind pregnancy was not really my friend between the constant puking and pre-term labor that stopped dead in its tracks as soon as I hit 37 weeks. Let's also not forget the fact that I'm not overly fond of spending my whole day with a newborn. I miss my sweet squishy little itty bitty newborn, but I'm not great at the newborn thing. My risk of having PPD/A again is pretty high too, what with the C Section AND generalized anxiety disorder.

I must be insane.

We decided a long time ago we would space our kids out a little, so we aren't having another any time soon, but boy-oh-boy I've got the fever.

Thank God for Mirena.

Quick. Someone have a kid so I can love on it!